Thursday, February 23, 2012

I don't want to be Positive anymore!

People say,or its a saaga of today's modern, fast running world,that "Be Positive". I am a very positive girl from my childhood.Even if things never go in favour to me,I always try to happy. I never blame people or situations for any of the things happened to me.

Many are the things and situations which have  played with me.Many are the sad moments which I faced. Still I used to say,sorry,convince that life should have twists,otherwise it will be boring!I just gave those meaningless explanations to myself for being happy.

Even if people cheated me, I never thought of taking revenge on them.Atleast I never have in my thoughts that something bad should happen to the people who cheated me.I trusted them.And they taught me a "lesson"!Thats what I say to myself!

I always believed in fancy sayings and proverbs and had overflowing positive energy in me.
I studied for knowledge......I lived for true love...Always was a gooooooooooood girl in front of everyone!Positive Comments!Positive Appraisals! Never thought seriously about life in future!

But I look back into my Over Positive Life now.......!!??

What the hell!!!
I haven't achieved anything till now.

I never gave full pledged happiness to my parents till now....I think I took the Life as it has come to me.Are the flowing winds of life taking them with me?Not allowing me to go in the way I want? Or am I  not deciding the way to go?

Enough now!!!

I am not going to compromise any more.Its time to fight back now.I will do the things which yield results now!
I need results..positive results!

Too much bored of being Positive now.I will look and take LIFE in a different angle! Gonna bring a pinch of Negativity in life..A different Flavour!!



  1. Hell Yeah...!! I always thought be good, do good and the things would follow... But then... damn things always followed the bad.... **** good... I'm gonna think from my head rather than the bloody heart... Enough of saying yes to all... I'm learning to say no to things and live for myself... damn... One bloody life cant let it go in vain....

    1. Easy to write..Very easy to say...BUt too much difficult to follow.....Especially for emotional creatures like us!!

  2. Didn't you enjoy the happiness for bring positive??

    What is your final destination for being negative??

    1. ya.i did enjoyed the happiness..a temporary one!I am worried that I haven't achieved anything!I know I can't blame positivity only for that!but still my idea is not to take things as they are coming but to strive to achieve something..thats it!